Great Birthday yet Bittersweet

Thank you all so much for your birthday wishes. I really appreciate it. I had a wonderful day both at work and with the family. Last night we went out to a Chinese restaurant with a creative menu that we all enjoy. My family was extremely generous with their gifts and attention, truly a great day. It was wonderful to get phone calls and cards from my extended family wishing me a Happy Birthday.

Birthdays are beautiful and bittersweet. How much I miss the one card and phone call I won't be getting this year and haven't for the last 24 years since my brother, J died. We were very close, both in age and friendship. He gave me unconditional love and I didn't realize it until he was gone. I miss him terribly and I work hard to keep his love and memories with me and alive. My family talks of him openly and lovingly, he will always be a part of my life and family. My children ask about him and also know about him through our stories and pictures.
I honor and remember him on my birthday because I'm blessed to live the life that he was denied. He is with me still and I thank you for allowing me to share my sweet sadness with you.